Cats who teach me to fly…

Monnie and Cashie are amazing kittens. Both have their own personality. Cashie is a very loving cat, while Monnie express her affections differently. Cashie loves making all sorts of noises while Monnie is soft but not shy at all. When they play, they play like wild cats.

Cashie is bigger and fatter and Monnie still maintains her slenderness. Monnie is beautiful. Her spots and strips make her seem like both a tiger and savannah cat. Cashie has an honest look to me. He is sleeping right beside my foot right now, licking his foot. Monnie is in the hall I guess.

Every day I cook three meals for them. Mel always says they are just like vacuum cleaners. They eat whatever I cook for them. They have dry food in between meals. They are so much more fortunate than Miemi.

Although Miemi was alone without any animal companions, she had all my love and attention. I gave her everything that I had and could. I display our photo right beside my bed so that I could see her every day. I carry her in my heart everywhere. She is still my family member and will be for as long as my spirit is around. Nothing can destroy our bond.

I bought 2 stalks of pom pom for her two days ago.

They are yellow and orange colour pom pom. I want to bring sunshine to her. Hope I did…

Even Miemi is gone now. She makes me feel how having a family feels like. She is not really gone actually… I always feel her with me and we are still together. With Cashie, Monnie, Miemi and her friend and Mel, I felt the family bond. It is a happy feeling.

Cashie has gone under the bed and sleep. I don’t understand why cats like to hide under the bed.

Over the weekend, I watched “The life of Pi”. I love the movie very much. It’s a journey that a boy had with a tiger. Animals do have souls. The show reminded me so much of my life with Miemi. She was the purpose why I am still alive and she still is the purpose of why I am still here.

I am reading a book “Animal and the afterlife” by Kim Sheridan. I am half way through. The book is about the true stories of our best friends’ journey beyond death and I enjoy reading it a lot.

I am going to create a little rainbow bridge for Miemi. I am still looking for animal figurines. Found it but waiting for their quotation.

I hope Miemi is playing with her friends now or chasing some butterflies. I hope she is doing what she loves right now. I believe she is happy and safe now. I want her to be happy… Miemi is my family member, my best companion and my angel…

Look, Cashie is right on the bed, sleeping…

I love my life. I love Miemi…

Read Full Post »

This little sunflower is for Miemi. Hope the sun always shines at her and her friends in the rainbow bridge. I love Miemi and I love all her friends she has made.

I know Miemi is listening to me every day and I can feel that Miemi misses me too. I want to keep our lights glowing and I believe strongly that our lights will keep glowing. Only those who have love their animals would understand the strong bond between us.

Miemi, Mummy loves you. Mummy always do…

Read Full Post »

This is my beauty queen.

And my slacker king…

They never stop to amuse me.

Just like Miemi, they follow wherever I go. They are growing bigger and bigger in size and more and more affectionate.

How could one live without ever having an animal in their life time? Animals can help human being to gain enlightenment. Just like Miemi has enlightened Mel and I…

I believe Monnie and Cashie are here to teach me something too.

Read Full Post »

I kept Miemi’s urn on top of my cupboard in the hall. I have displayed many of Miemi’s photos beside it. I also had her yearly birthday photos pasted on the wall. I want to honour her and remember her. I want to connect with her every day.

Before I left for Hainan dao for holidays, I made a flower arrangement of lilies for her and left it beside her urn. I want her to appreciate fresh flowers at where she is now, at the meadow, being healthy and playing with her angel friends.

The next day after when I got back from my holidays, I bought a few stalks of orchids for her and myself too. I chose two best stalks for her. Orchids are beautiful. In fact, flowers are all beautiful to me.

When Miemi was around, she would always watch me doing flower arrangements and she loved to sleep beside the flowers and I always tap her head with a stalk of rose. I missed her so much.

Last night, I make her another flower arrangement.

I watered the flowers twice today. My house is filled with rose fragrance. I hope Miemi loves it.

Miemi and I will stay connected this way until we meet again at the rainbow bridge…

Read Full Post »

Monnie Lee, the daring and adventurous…

Cashie Lee, the loving and affectionate…

They are my new kittens. Monnie, female and Cashie, male. They are siblings.

They both make me smile but they are definitely not for replacing my beloved Miemi. Miemi can never be replaced.

They are just like Miemi, following me wherever I go. Since they are only three months old, they are extremely playful. After Mel and I have them, especially Mel, then realised that Miemi was an angel. When Miemi was around, my house was totally a cat proof free house. When Monnie and Cashie are here, we have to get window mesh for our windows cos they climb all over the house.

I found a few Miemi’s photos that were stored in my camera yesterday. I am happy to see her photos again. I carry her photos everywhere, in my wallet, ipad as well as cellphone. This is one photo that I love…

I miss her so much and my heart aches whenever I think of her…

Read Full Post »