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My beloved Miemi,

Since the day I met you, you have changed my life completely.

Every morning you would walk me to the bathroom and

wait for me till I get out of the bathroom.

No matter where I was resting at home, you would sit near me.

You slept at my foot when I was sleeping.

Sometimes, you just love burying yourself under my arm.

At times, you would just simply watch me sleep.

You waited me at the door when I was not at home and

greeted me happily when I got home.

You never stopped being curious about what I was doing at home.

You kept watching everything that I did.

You always rubbed against me when I was sad.

Your love was pure and

you made me understand a cat’s unconditional love and

kindness to another sentient being.

You taught me to be compassionate towards all living creatures and

to be forgiving.

You made me understand the importance of life,

that life is not about tomorrow or yesterday.

Life is all about this moment, the present.

You have enlightened me profoundly with your unconditional acts of love.

You will always live in my heart.

Mummy misses you so much and will always love you.

Knowing one day mummy will see you again…

Mummy loves you so much. I always do…

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I bought a baby soft bed for Miemi.

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I wrapped it with my bolster and pillow cover and it looks like this.

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Hmm… Kimochi…

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Just taken the following picture after Miemi had her meal…

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Kimochi…

What took me so long to write? Miemi behaved weirdly on the 3rd of Jan, I remembered well that it was a Friday. I was at the hall and she crawled from her usual hiding place and landed herself beside the bed, staring at me from my bedroom. I was sitting on the couch. She had never done this before. I waved at her and said “hi” cheerfully at her. She was trying to tell me something but I couldn’t get it.

When she started to walk, I saw her wobbling. She was unsteady. I was so very worried and scared when I saw it. She was so thin then and still now. Without hesitation, I quickly changed myself and brought her to Animal Veterinary Recovery Centre, the clinic we brought her for treatment. It was 2.15pm and the clinic was closed and I had to wait till 3pm as they open at 3pm. At that moment, the time seem too long for me to wait. I reached the clinic 10mins to 3pm. Informed the staff about it and was told to wait for a nurse to attend to her before seeing the vet.

Miemi was in the cage and the nurse simple just took a glance at her and asked me what happened. I told her everything, she simple shaked her head and walked away.

I managed to see the vet at 3.30pm. The vet, Dr Angeline, said that she has lost her muscle mass and that she cannot regulate her body temperature anymore. Her body temperature was 35.1 degree celsius and she will feel cold and advised me to keep her warm. The nurse weigh her and Miemi was 2.8 kg. After visiting the clinic for so long, that day was the first time they weigh Miemi. It broke my heart so much. Since day one, the vets had given Miemi death sentences. This is completely unfair to Miemi.

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The above picture was taken on that day. She was and is still all cute to me.

Dr Angeline said that she wouldn’t live long. She gave her a jab and said that she usually doesn’t do this but will give her and sent us home. I cried on my way home.

Mel called I told her about it. I did not drive Miemi home straight. Instead, I drove Miemi along to pick Mel up. Miemi slept in the cage. I covered her with my jacket. I removed the top cover of the cage. She lied down quietly looking at me and everywhere. It was the worst day of my life.

Miemi managed to walk normally when we got home. She drank plenty of water due to the injection that was given to her. She hided in the toilet all day and night. She only ate that morning and I didn’t feed her anymore since she didn’t want to eat and I didn’t want to force her.

The next day, I asked Mel if it was better to euthanise her. Mel called several clinics in the evening. We were lucky that we called the Island Veterinary Clinic at Jurong. We couldn’t make the decision of when we want to euthanise Miemi so Mel called several times to check the vets’ availability. The vet, Dr Tharm, called us back. She asked what happened and I told her everything. She said she might have an infection and told me that it wouldn’t be fair not to give her a 2nd opinion.

Immediately that evening, we went to see Dr Tharm at the Island Veterinary clinic. She did a blood test and gave her sodium chloride. She asked us to monitor her and bring her back on the following Monday. I went home happily cos there was hope.

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Above picture was taken 3 to 4 days ago. I was feeding her. Guess she was really full and feel grumpy cos I was still feeding her even she already had a lot :).

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Above picture was taken yesterday. I made a little bedroom for her under my bed. She has her water and two towels bed. One towel is on the floor and another on a cardboard. Hiding under the bed is what every cat loves to do. Miemi is no exceptional.

Miemi is resting right now. It is 28th of Jan today. I am glad that Miemi is eating as usual though a little weak and she still walk wobbly sometimes. She was at the corridor for a while this morning. Mel said it is better for her to have some sunlight. So I brought her to the hall and she walked to the corridor voluntarily. She sat for a while and I brought her in. She didn’t go straight to her little room. She sat in the hall for a while before going into her room.

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I just taken a picture of her. Hope I didn’t wake her up. The picture is a little dark as it is taken straight from my ipad.

Every day is a blessing for us. I spend most of my time with her. At times I have to be away for a few hours to let her be alone.

For those who is reading this. Please do give your beloved pets a second opinion.

It’s ten minutes to noon. It is not a hot afternoon today. It rained heavily early in the morning and the weather is making me feeling cool and not warm and humid.

Miemi tried to vomit yesterday evening and early in the morning today but nothing came out. She is sleeping right now. Hopefully, the vomiting goes away after a good nap.

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I fed her a tiny portion this morning. She didn’t seem to want to eat but I have to at least feed her a little. I am going to skip feeding her noon meal. Hopefully, her digestive system gets better and the vomiting would stop. I will feed her in the evening. I will give her some tuna and see if she eats it herself before I feed her some mushrooms.

I carried her like a baby just now. She used to be so heavy and now she weighs around 2.5kg. I can feel her bones. I cuddled her all the same and teased her just like the good old days.

She was supposed to have her 8th jab tomorrow but we are not continuing. I will arrange an appointment to visit the vet for a second opinion perhaps about replacing her chemo drugs.

It’s the second day of New Year. I did not make any special resolutions this year. Just hoping Miemi gets better each and every day.

This year, I would concentrate on making more money without sacrificing my freedom. I will still be running my flower business. Sales has gone down as the economy is turning bad now. I will do a lot of baking and wait for an opportunity. Once I get an ideal stall location, I will proceed with my baking business. This year is a year to catch some good fishes.

Mel baked a Summer Berries cake on New Year’s Eve. I baked one myself too, a small one, half the size of hers.

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There are blueberries, raspberries, blackberries and blackcurrants. There were different tastes – some sweet, bitter and sour. A refreshing taste.

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It is always nice to be home, watching HBO, dvd or baking or doing anything cos Miemi is at home too.

I had a badminton game yesterday. Had a slow game. I can’t play fast now, probably because age is catching up and I am serious when I say our physical reaction slows down as we age. I have heard other players complaining about me being slow haha… I tried to be fast and I just can’t get back to the good old days. I am not sad. I love to see myself age. Love to feel life and the nature in us and the surroundings but I hate to see Miemi suffer.

I will not push myself in the game. I will just be myself. It was a relaxing game yesterday, playing with young players who are on par with me. When I look at the players who are fast, immediately I felt tired of catching up with them haha… I just want to have a nice and relaxing match at my own pace. Not too slow or too fast.

After the game, Mel and I went for a movie. We watch “Les Miserables” at the Cathay. Mel and I watched the musical in London two to three years back. Besides “Phantom Of The Opera”, “Les Miserables” is the best performance I have ever watched. It is a musical that I will never forget.

Of course, the movie is not as good as the live musical but we still love to watch. We headed home after the movie. Didn’t want to leave Miemi at home alone for too long.

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Miemi is still napping, tossing herself around turning this way and…

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…that way