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The children at the playground were passing her around. From one hand to another. She wasn’t shy at all and was very curious with the world outside. Finally, she was passed to my hand. “Auntie, auntie, this kitten has been walking around for a few hours, can you help her”? Gosh! What an adorable kitten! She can’t fall to anybody’s hand, chances was someone may breed her and she and her whole generations are going to suffer. I have to bring her home.

Photos taken from the adopter’s house.

She is safe and has a big sister to play with. The big sister was adopted from us too. Adopters think she needs companion. They are getting along well so far.

Lunox is her name.

Looks messy! However, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder!

Another off the street!

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I recently watched a Korean drama, “The light in your eyes”. The story talked about an alzheimer patient. What inspired me in this story was the alzheimer patient always put a smile on her face. I have come across people suffering from dementia and they are often miserly and angry. It is their sickness that cause them to behave in such a way but this old woman in the drama behave differently.

I don’t know what I would be if I get to live for another 10 to 20 years. I may be a dementia sufferer too but I really do not want to yell or scold anyone. I want to be the old woman in the drama. She loses most or almost all her memories and yet she never forgot to smile.

So I started to smile more, hoping to cultivate it into a habit. I smile when I’m sweeping the floor, bathe, drive etc… I want this smiling habit to become part of me. Even one day if I were to forget who I am, I would still not forget to give the little smile to others and this is the last kindness that I would like to give it to everyone.

So, SMILE! It’s free, it’s contagious and it shows generosity!

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My little Sparkie. We had the whole family and Vanilla was his sibling. Both died too young. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve taken good care of them.

When he was just a baby!
And grew a little older…
And older…

Sparkie had kidney disease and this was not what took him away. It was heart attack. I knew there was nothing I could do. Sending him to the vet will not solve his problem. The question was when… It all happened within a day.

He loved sticking close to Cashie.

Cashie died of heart attack too. After Sparkie, I’m more sensitive towards the sickness, heart attack. Lately Xiao Ted wasn’t feeling well and the first thing I did was to check on his pulse. It wasn’t pleasant to lose a cat overnight.

It is said that the average lifespan of a cat is between 10 to 15 years of age and why weren’t they lived up to at least 10 years old? Can Hugo and or Monnie live beyond 10 years old like Miemi? I really do hope so…and healthily!

I never get used to death. I still feel sad and wish they can live a little longer. Cashie, Vanilla, Sparkie, Miracle, Xiaoqi, Carl and everyone…

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The last time I saw 慈宽 was the day before the stray dogs appear. According to the feeders, the dogs were already there when they saw them and 慈宽 may already be their victim. Nobody gets to witness anything and I can’t even find his remains.

慈宽

For the first week, i kept searching for him. I didn’t believe the dogs would attack him. I thought one of the feeder took him home. I was wrong and I started to panic. I put up notice on the places where he usually roamed. I spoke to the cleaners and none saw his remains. It has been more than 2 weeks and I didn’t hear anything from anybody and gradually, I’ve come to accept the fact that 慈宽 was gone…

Wherever he is right now, I hope he is in a good place. Whatever merits that I’ve accumulated, be dedicated to him and still…

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The Division Of Expositions (Vibhangavagga) and The Division Of The Sixfold Base (Salayatanavagga)

The last few chapters of Majjhima Nikaya is so inspiring. Starting from the last chapter, The Development of the Faculties. Buddha taught us how to establish equanimity when things are agreeable, disagreeable and the both agreeable and disagreeable which arise from the six sense bases. Having understood that they are conditioned, gross, dependently arisen and that equanimity is peaceful and sublime, we then should not cling to the agreeable, disagreeable and the both agreeable and disagreeable. We would then quickly replace it with equanimity.

The chapter on The Purification of Almsfood (Pindapataparisuddhi Sutta) is very interesting. The bhikkhu should always be mindful when wandering for alms by reflecting on themselves. When unwholesome thoughts arise, are they making effort to abandon them? So are the desire, lust, hate, delusion and aversion, and the five cords of sensual pleasure. The bhikkhu should also reflect on whether the four foundations of mindfulness have been developed. So are the four right kinds of striving, four bases for spiritual power, five faculties, five powers, seven awakening factors, the Noble Eightfold Path, serenity and insight. They must also have the realisation of true knowledge and deliverance. By repeatedly reviewing or reflecting, the bhikkhus will purify their almsfood.

I think it works for everyone too and not only the monastic. It is so nice to always reflect on our practice with every meal we have so as to abandon the unwholesome thoughts and to develop wholesome thoughts.

The Great Sixfold Base (Mahasalayatanika Sutta)

This sutta talks about how condition arises and when we clearly see how condition arises one after another due to clinging and craving which cause suffering, we will then stop clinging and end our sufferings.

The sutta I learnt most is The Exposition of the Sixfold Base.

  • six internal bases
  • six external bases
  • six classes of consciousness
  • six classes of contact
  • eighteen kinds of mental exploration
  • thirty-six positions of beings

I have made some highlights in the sutta especially the six kinds of joy, grief, and equanimity based on renunciation. This sutta can be found in suttacentral MN 137.

A single Excellent Night(Bhaddekaratta Sutta) goes like this:

“Let not a person revive the past
Or on the future build his hopes;
For the past has been left behind
And the future has not been reached.
Instead with insight let him see
Each presently arisen state;
Let him know that and be sure of it,
Invincibly, unshakeably.
Today the effort must be made.
Tomorrow Death may come, who knows?
No bargain with Mortality
Can keep him and his hordes away.
But one who dwells thus ardently,
Relentlessly, by day, by night –
It is he, the Peaceful Sage has said,
Who has had a single excellent night.”

Interesting!

Good night!

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