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A research written by Jan Nattier.

I’ve finally made all effort to look into the emergence of the Mahayana tradition. I’ve been googling a lot not only looking at the emergence of the Pureland teachings but also the arrival of of the core teachings of the Mahayana tradition, the Bodhisattva path.

While I was googling on the web, the information provided were bits of here and there. It’s hard to grasp a full picture of it. Jan Nattier’s theories caught my eyes. She explained her findings on YouTube. This is the link to her talk. Stages of the Path: The Origins of the Bodhisattva Bhumis. https://youtube.com/watch?v=DbFCXBcGdGE&feature=shares

The talk provided wasn’t enough for me, so I decided to buy her book.

In the early part of the book, Jan Nattier extracted the importance of how monks were practising the Bodhisattva path in the time of Ugra. And also advice from the Buddha on how lay Bodhisattva should practise. Like Jan Nattier, I’ve listed the points below.

1. The monks who walked the Bodhisattva path were forest dwellers.

2. They respected the Sravakas and lived in harmony with them.

3. They used materials from the Sravakas for their practice.

4. One should attain Buddhahood through one’s own effort.

5. There were no Buddhas’ name or Buddhas’ lands to call out to.

6. There were no mention of the 10 bhumis or the 10 stages of the Bodhisattva Path.

7. The male lay Boddhisattva were taught to see their wives as an evilish person.

8. No female practitioners were mentioned.

After Nattier has explained everything and here comes the sutta!

I thought to myself: Was that Buddha who was teaching the Bodhisattva path to Ugra, the lay follower? The wives of the lay male followers have to be seen as an obstruction to their practice. You’ll not find loving-kindness and compassion towards their wives in the discourse. Serious? Buddha was teaching us to see woman as evil? If you have been reading the nikayas, you’d probably know that’s not the Buddha. Buddha had always been seeking protection for the nuns during his time. He had so much compassion towards women and taught men to respect women.

When I was practising the Bodhisattva path, I often refer to the 10 bhumis. Very often, it doesn’t fit into my practice. The sequence doesn’t seem right for me. I strongly believe, and finally convinced, such sequences are meant for monks and nuns. They practise with their mind, just like Shantideva. I would suggest those who believe in the Bodhisattva path practise the way how Shantideva or the monastics practise and you probably won’t hurt yourself and it’s easy if you call that a Bodhisattva path! Most importantly, the fact is there is no 10 bhumis. It was a later creation not from the fully enlightened Buddha.

In the book reviews, some commented that with just one sutta, we cannot arrive at a conclusion. To me, with one sutta, it already told me so much! Ok, let’s say it’s not enough. I’ve got another book on the Gandhara finding. I would post it soon!

There was a comment on Jan Nattier’s video. Please refer to the link. https://www.dharmawheel.net/viewtopic.php?t=4182

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Hmm…. since when Tizzy has become a potentially aggressive cat?

Yes, with this picture, somehow she looks like one! Haha! One who pretends to be demure BUT, POTENTIALLY AGGRESSIVE!

I just can’t stop laughing when I saw this hanging on her cage.

Tizzy’s teeth were badly decayed and there were fragments of it rooted in her gum which made it even harder for the vet to extract. Dr Wendy must be super stressed!

We believed Tizzy must be extremely scared to behave in such a way. However, from how Dr Wendy had described to us, Tizzy seems to be aggressive towards her cone, collar and her mouth. No one seems to be hurt in the process of her aggression. Haha…

As we can see in the video, Tizzy’s collar was ripped! Haha!

She was better after we visited her. The nurse took the opportunity to get me to carry her while she changed her pee pad etc…

So Tizzy is home! It must be cooling resting in the litter sand. UU loves to sleep in the litter box. Tizzy now eats without any issue and we’re happy for now!

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SPCA called me at the right time and place yesterday. I was at Sembawang and a cat was found abandoned by two kind ladies. I was being directed by SPCA to track the location of the abandoned cat. At first I thought it was the grey cat that I feed regularly who got ill but it wasn’t… The photo of the cat didn’t look good to me.

It is always hard not to help cats in such a condition. The two kind ladies bought the towel just to wrap her up. The towel was soiled with urine and faeces. His fur was badly matted. His jaw looks weird. He was having flu and he couldn’t walk normally. But he definitely has bright eyes. His teeth tells me that he isn’t a young cat. I updated SPCA about his condition and told them that I would take over from here.

We had an appointment with the vet in the evening and our vet was ok with us bringing another cat. Yes, he was born in such a way that his jaw was not properly located. Flu yes. He has spinal issues that cause him not be able to walk normally. We decided to name him Baby Orange and he weighs only 1.75kg.

I requested the vet to bathe him. The vet sounded a little reluctant as they were shorthanded. So they can only remove those big lumps of matted fur and we’ll have to remove the rest.

An hour when we returned to the clinic. To our surprise, the nurse on duty made an extra effort to get Baby Orange cleaned up. An antibiotics was prescribed for his flu. We’re not sure how he would cope, so we’re taking it one step at a time.

I temporarily put him with Nagar. Both were separated by a playpen.

He definitely looks better after shower. Although his eyes are teary but they still look bright to me! It still pains me when I see him sleeping. I hope he feels safe and loved.

Nagar knock knock…who’s there? Munch munch…Baby Orange eating!

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Two days ago, Futian was breathing heavily with her mouth opened and I thought I was going to lose her. Gladly the antibiotic works for her.

Futian has chronic lungs issue that never seem to heal. I’ve been feeding her TCM supplement and now adding another type of TCM before bed. She is in a room where old cats and cats that require extra attention stay. Usually if the cats are doing fine, I wouldn’t rest in this room. But now I think I want to sleep with them on alternate days.

Futian was here just 5 mins ago and now 满满 is taking over her place. No matter how many times I call her, she just didn’t want to look at me!

It is actually much peaceful sleeping in this room. Enough space and I won’t be squeezed to a side with only half of my body lying on the mattress!:) Going to read before going to bed. Hope it will be peaceful in the living room too!

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Both Cashie and Monnie were adopted when they were four months old. Sadly, Cashie had to leave us for good… As Monnie celebrated her 10 years old birthday, all my cats including the community cats and myself have grown old. Unknowingly Elk is already more than 10 years old. 保保 and 佑佑 are 8 years old next month. Even Yellow is going to be 10 this September. Vara and brothers are 7. Gosh…

Monnie

It was hard to get Monnie to sit still. She is still the small kitten she used to be. The way she meows tells us that she knows she is being loved and spoilt. It is the same meow when she was a kitten. Knead and bite me just like she was four months old! I love to call her 满满.

Nagar and Futian

Nagar and Futian are still having the same issue. Glad that Futian is able to keep Nagar accompany. It’s a small place for Nagar and Futian doesn’t mind sleeping together with her. Even cats are humble :)! And Nagar has been with us for four years. I want to remember both of them in this way.

The last thing I can do is to love and cherish them. I’ve always prefer to get my work done at home and only go out when necessary. Time is too short for us… I want to spend more time with them and pay more attention to the community cats!

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