Cats who teach me to fly…

Among the four brothers who were the kittens of Lady and Dhalia, I doted on Floofy the most. The four brothers were not in the pink of health when they were born due to the horrible environment where their mummies lived in. Their flu never seemed to recover. The flu symptoms finally waned off as they grew older. One day, Floofy, whom I called him an ugly boy, dashed out from the common room. He finally looked healthy, moving towards the living room. I thought he was playing with someone but I realised no cats and no one was paying attention to him. He was playing by himself. With his not so attractive look and cute actions, he captured my heart.

In 2021, an unknown virus broke out and he was the only survivor. I’m grateful that he had another three years with us.

He had the loudest meow when he was waiting for food. If we didn’t hear him, something must be wrong with him.

I wasn’t with him when he passed on. He had the safest place to pass on and there was nothing for me to worry about.

Candles were lighted up for him, Romeo and the pigeons who were intentionally killed, for the past two days and today the third.

Floofy would often sit on my lap and hang out in the utility room.

I guess this is the only photo which he looked sweet!:)

May the merits accumulated by me be dedicated to his favourable rebirth. May the conditions that Floofy lived in be the cause for him to meet, learn and practise the true Dhamma.

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The above photo was recorded on January 2016. He was already a big boy then. Sometimes you can’t believe that you’ve been feeding them for a long time.

We had given what Romeo needed to be given. The medication and supplements didn’t work on him. I wish some kind researchers could find a cure for FIV and FeLV cat, just like a cure had been found for FIP. To me, FIP is no longer a fatal disease.

Romeo had been a good boy since the day I took him home. He was quiet and minded his own business. Nobody bullied him and neither did he attack anyone.

Me-O…Me-O…was how I called him every time. He loved taking medicine and supplements with ciaociao treat. He had that all the time.

May Romeo have a favourable rebirth to meet, understand and practise the Dhamma!

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Finally, after trapping Xiaofu(小福), I closed the feeding at Sembawang.

I started feeding her shortly after I moved to Sembawang. She has three other siblings, her mummy and we suspected one to be her uncle. We named her uncle Koufu(口福), He had an accident and the rest went missing.

I estimate Xiaofu to be 10 years old. After staying in Sembawang for three years, I moved to Bendemeer. Before I moved there, we rented a place in Hougang for roughly a year to house all our rescues. For at least seven years, I had been going back to Sembawang on every Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday to feed her. I had a feeder to help me on other days. I didn’t really have an evening to myself on weekends and last evening I felt so “stress-free”. Stress-free in the sense that I no longer have to think what food to bring for the cats, as each of them like different types of food and I had to prepare for them.

Xiaofu was trapped last Friday evening. I wasn’t expecting her to go into the trap. After a quick dinner, I came back and found her in the trap. I was so happy and quickly drove to the school and took her.

I felt leaps of joy and still find it hard to believe that I finally closed the feeding at Sembawang and coupled with a little sadness because Sparkie, Twinkle and Xiaomao whom I had been feeding, were still there. The reason why I continued to go back to feed them was because Xiaofu only recognises me and would only come and eat food from me. She was always hiding in the school which we have no access.

Now that Xiaofu has come home, I’ve to also stop going back because there is nothing left for me to do anymore. Sparkie, Twinkle and Xiaomao have two feeders feeding them every day and the feeders wanted to continue feeding them and there is nothing for me to worry about them anymore. The feeders and I will be keeping in touch.

I’ll use the time I used to spend going to Sembawang to read and understand the Buddha’s teachings, the suttas. Except for Saturdays, when I may want to take a break to play squash, watch a movie, have dinner, etc…

For now, I would like to see the cats at Sembawang at least once or twice a week. It’s unlikely that the number of days visiting them would increase, instead, it would more likely to gradually decrease…

We gave Xiaofu a carton box just in case she needed to hide on her first day. The next morning, I found the carton box torn apart, and at the same time she seemed more at ease and has begun to knead all the time when I call out her name. When I was feeding her at Sembawang, I would call out her name loudly. I’m doing the same thing now, to remind her that she’s safe.

Gradually I hope she’ll be less fearful and come out of the cage and join the other cats.

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Romeo’s asthma has long been under control, however, he is still on Theophylline once daily. Just when everything seemed well, Romeo began to lose weight and appetite. We brought him to the vet two weeks ago for a blood test. His FIV has acted up. His red blood cell count was extremely low. Although our vet didn’t say it was due to stress living with other cats in the house somehow, her questions told me so.

Romeo has no issues with having other cats around. No one has attacked him and neither has he attacked anyone. Everyone seems to mind their own business. Romeo loves sleeping in the common room, especially on the cat stand and the wall-mounted cat box.

Most of the time I turn on the air purifier for him, both in the common room and the hall.

We’re giving him Eprex for his blood and Retromad1 for his FIV. Eprex costs $418 for 6 tubes and each tube can only be used 3 times according to Romeo’s weight. Mel and I nearly planned to buy it from Johor Bahru. Fortunately, someone donated 2 boxes of Eprex to us, each containing 6 tubes. The donor’s dog passed on before she could use it on her dog. We appreciate her generosity so much. A good deed done in memory of her dog.

Retromad1 didn’t come cheap as well. A 15ml bottle cost $80. I needed it urgently, so I got it for Romeo. Each time, I have to give him 1.2ml twice a day. 15ml can only last for 6 days. I asked my friend if she could get it cheaper elsewhere and she knows someone who sells it at $200 for 50ml, which is a lot cheaper. My budget only allows me to get a bottle that can last 20 days.

Romeo is starting to eat by himself. He is increasing his food intake very slowly and gradually but he is not out of the woods yet. We still have to monitor him closely.

I was peeping on Romeo when I wasn’t home. I snapped these from the IP camera. Hope Romeo continues to progress.

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