Cats who teach me to fly…

My little Sparkie. We had the whole family and Vanilla was his sibling. Both died too young. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve taken good care of them.

Sparkie had kidney disease and this was not what took him away. It was heart attack. I knew there was nothing I could do. Sending him to the vet will not solve his problem. The question was when… It all happened within a day.

Cashie died of heart attack too. After Sparkie, I’m more sensitive towards the sickness, heart attack. Lately Xiao Ted wasn’t feeling well and the first thing I did was to check on his pulse. It wasn’t pleasant to lose a cat overnight.

It is said that the average lifespan of a cat is between 10 to 15 years of age and why weren’t they lived up to at least 10 years old? Can Hugo and or Monnie live beyond 10 years old like Miemi? I really do hope so…and healthily!

I never get used to death. I still feel sad and wish they can live a little longer. Cashie, Vanilla, Sparkie, Miracle, Xiaoqi, Carl and everyone…