Someone told me F7 did a posting on the dogs as well.
I went and take a look. People gave me all kinds of names, accusing me and slamming me hard. Thanks to the Buddha’s teaching as it did not affect me at all. Actually, all I want was to answer all their questions. I waited for half a day and there were no questions from the new keyboard warriors.
During this period of battling. Mxxxx has given me a lot of support. I didn’t tell a complete story because there are names that I need to protect. Everybody said it was my ego, no, I put the reputation of others first. I am glad that not many has spoken up for me as I don’t want anyone to be slammed as well. Go alone, fight alone and walk out alone.
After reading F7 post, I happen to realise that I actually protected so many people unknowingly. And the bond of those who quietly supported me grew stronger. What was there to win or lose?
The Buddha’s teaching has always remain and never leaves my mind. Each and everytime, when things appears tough, I questioned myself, did I keep my precepts? Did I live up to the Buddha’s teaching? The path is definitely tough. Everything goes away after a big cry, faith remains, everything remains untouched and unmoved.
I remember there is a Sutra that says something like one must see a danger even in a slightest fault. I can never forget this cos I understand how slightest fault(seed) can grow into an unwholesome tree.
Mel said this to me in the evening, “the maras are here when you have set your mind to further your learning”. I was laughing at her.
“Like a tiny drop of dew, or a bubble floating in a stream; Like a flash of lightning in a summer cloud, Or a flickering lamp, an illusion, a phantom, or a dream.
So is all conditioned to be seen.”
~ The Buddha from The Diamond Sutra







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