Citta has left us more than a week ago… and I am still thinking what else can I do for him. To be exact, today is the 9th day after his departure. During these 9 days, grieving is inevitable. I have been browsing the net and read over and over again and see if there are more I could do for him. I have made donations, light up candles at home as well as in the temples. Reciting mantra and sutras. Reading the Dharma books. Feeding the community cats. At the end of each activity, I would dedicate the merits to Citta… I cannot redo what had been done but whatever action I do does affect Citta.
I will make sure whatever I do not only benefit Citta but also bemefit other sentient beings. I have done more than I usually do everyday and thats for Citta…
Since Miemi left me 4 years ago, I have never stopped creating merits for her…
Citta further taught me that there is nothing really nice or worth clinging on in samsara. The only thing that is worth for living beings to be here is to save lives. To help living beings understand Dharma and lead or guide them out of samsara. Beside this, there is really no reasons why we should be here. All pleasures are of meaningless to me cos it leads me to nowhere.
I purposely did this photo for my mobile’s wallpaper. I love to carry them around cos I want to remember how they have transformed my life and I still love them so much.
May Citta have a favourable rebirth. May Citta have no fear. Buddha and Bodhisattba of the ten directions and three times, please protect and guide Citta on his journey to his rebirth.
May I be the one to guide him on his path to the pure land… (A lot of commitment here. For the benefit of others, I shall not and must not fall.) I must practise the dharma earnestly and sincerely.
Cats who teach me to fly... 
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