Cats who teach me to fly…

On this Vesak day, Dharma has left us. It is such a pain for me. Our body is really like a clay pot. It is so fragile. This minute, Dharma was dashing and hopping around the house and the next, he was gone…
I miss him terribly. I miss his little body moving and wriggling around the house. He was always catching butterflies. He brought so much smiles in my life. It was so hard for me to take my eyes away from him.

Little Dharma sleeping by himself.

Dharma and Lokit eating in my vehicle. Dharma eats a lot. He was a big eater. Dharma never worries me about whether he was eating enough or not. He has good appetite and I see him getting bigger and stronger everyday.
Everyday I am hoping Dharma to grow up quickly so that his seizure may become history… that was my only hope for Dharma and is still my hope for Lokit.

I have been thinking of Dharma… I regretted not taking care of Lady and watch her gave birth and personally took care of Dharma, Ava, Lokit, Teshi and Vara.
Time spending with Ava and Dharma was too short for me.
Though whatever had happened was an illusion cos nothing really exist in this world. It is all conditioned existence to be seen. There is no I and neither is there Dharma or Lokit…
No matter how illusory it is. Dharma is still my little buddha. My mind is who I am and Dharma and all my cats make a part of my mind…