Finally, my flat is ready and I collected my keys this afternoon. Mel was with me. HDB did not approved my loan. HDB did not approve my grant too. Mel lent me a huge sum of money, hard cash. I don’t think I need our government anymore. I regretted so much that I made the biggest and worst decision to have voted for PAP in 2011.
I supported PAP my whole life. Voted for them three times. I admired and respected Mr Lee since the day I learnt about Singapore but now… until now and it took me so long to realised that our government has been working so hard for their own interest but not for the citizens of Singapore.
I have volunteered myself for so many years, from helping the elderly to preparing food for the needy and I was so blind not to realise that these people do not receive much help from the government. And blindly I still voted for PAP.
I see the poor and the old struggling to make a living everyday. No matter how poor or old our people are, they did walk through the early years of Singapore. Helped Singapore to prosper. They did their part. Today, some do not even have a shelter above them. Many are struggling to keep up with the economy. And what did our PM says ” Singaporean must solve their problem themselves”.
True, we all must and will solve our problems ourselves. Therefore, we don’t or I don’t need you anymore. I don’t need a government that don’t and won’t help. I definitely don’t need a government who only listen to their own voice. Sigh… What took me so long to see the hard truth?
No matter how selfish and greedy our government has treated us, I will find my happiness by living a simple life. I still prefer a work life balances. I live for myself and not for our government.
A kind Christian old lady knocked on my door this morning. She told me she wanted to spread happiness to me through God. I told her I am happy, I am very happy. I hope she believes me when I told her that I am happy and I really mean it when I say I am happy:). We find our own happiness. No one can make us unhappy unless we allow them too.
For those who are not happy with our government, please do not allow them to affect you. Stay calm and be happy. We have a choice to live the way we want it. Just be wise when you make your vote in 2016.
This Sunday is an auspicious day for me to open the door. Can’t wait to see my new flat. Well, not really my flat after all… Still belong to our greedy government.
Looking forward! 🙂
I would rather die as a good man than to live as a bad man.







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