Cats who teach me to fly…

The pregnant cat appeared yesterday. I was feeding the strays yesterday evening and this little pregnant cat which I have been looking for for the past few days had finally appeared.

First thing that came to my mind was, where did she hide her babies? Did she have enough food to eat? Her tummy was flattened and I found something weird about her. She didn’t look like she had given birth and why was one of her ear being chipped off? Immediately I held her up and check her tummy. Yes, I saw stitches on her belly. She was being sterilised and no doubt, her babies were all killed during the surgery. I was both heart-broken and angry. I texted lady J and asked If she did that. I told her that I shouldn’t have told her about the cats and no one has the right to take away her babies. I have killed the babies… I felt so sad that I broke down and cry. I felt terribly guilty. I swear to myself that I will not contact lady J anymore.

At that moment, I really had the intention to adopt the pregnant cat. I shall name her “Queenie”. I actually drove away but turned back again and picked her. While she was in my car, she was so desperate to get out and want to go back to where she belongs. I didn’t want to further hurt her. I turned back and let her go to where she wants to go. I made sure that she was safe before I drove off. I promised to visit and bring her food everyday.

This is Queenie.

Queenie is very young. The photo was taken when she was pregnant and after a hearty meal. I spent about half an hour with her. I wish I could spend more time with her. If only I am staying around that area.

Queenie look so much better today. I want to pray for her, pray for her safety. I will visit her again tomorrow.