Cats who teach me to fly…

I would start from school, learning and studying hard. Even if my parents could not afford to let me further my studies, I would work as a part timer and study real hard for myself. I would treat every sentient being with love, kindness and compassion right on the day when i was born. I would still choose to move out when I am able to support myself. I want a vehicle too, a small and a simple one, preferably, a mini van. I would volunteer myself in an animal shelter regularly. Love cats, love dogs and all animals. I might not be able to buy a flat for myself as flats in Singapore is still expensive twenty years back. Renting a place is my only solution. I would love to adopt a small animal when I reach twenty-one and when I am also financially independent and continue adopting until my time is up. I might not be able to fulfil my parents’ and siblings’ needs but I would give my love to them. I would still love to take up part time courses, to keep learning new skill and new things, to venture to more areas like what I am doing now. I still would want to be a freelancer and have my own time to be with my loved ones. I want to be financially independent. When I retired I would still like to work a little, perhaps three to four hours a day to keep my mind healthy and stay healthy. I would still play badminton and read alot.

I cannot redo my past but I can still achieve what I wish to change. I may not have a university degree like anyone here in Singapore but I still can have a life that I wish for.
What I can do is:
1) To start volunteer myself fortnightly in an animal shelter.
2) Miemi taught me how to love animals and I honour her by adopting Cashie and Monnie. I will continue loving animals till my time is up. I may not start at the age of twenty-one, however, twenty-seven was never late. Miemi came to me when I was twenty-seven. Thank you Miemi, i have learnt valuable lessons from you.
3) I need to be independent as I have purchased a flat and it will be ready next year. I will work very hard on this without scarifying too much of my time.
4) Yes, I will, Infact already loving all sentient being. I will keep working hard in this area too till my time is up.

The life I want is very simple. Though I am not very far from redoing my life, however, the price of not getting a proper education during my younger days obstructed me in all ways in my career path even till now.

By not showing love and compassion since the day i was born towards all sentient being could result in a lot of guilt and regrets and cultivate bad seeds.

Based on what I have written on top, I have a clearer picture of how I want my life to be. Action has to be taken.