Cats who teach me to fly…

Looking back at the posts that I had written, I realised that I have stopped volunteering and spent all my time with Miemi during her tough time and that was the most precious time in my life. My relationship with Miemi improved tremendously during that period of time. Time with her was never enough. I want to be with her again and again. I want to love, take care and protect her again. Yes, I want to be where she is.

Besides stopping volunteering, I also stopped playing badminton regularly and meditation. Right now I am playing like once a month. I want to rest a little. In fact, I am quite lost. I don’t know what I want to do besides this. I love baking cakes too. I will just let it be. Yesterday…tomorrow…I really don’t want to think about it now. Not caring if it is meaningless or meaningful as I understand completely well that nothing lasts forever.

I had a great trip with Mel to Hainan island. I did not miss Miemi any less. I think of her everyday. I am glad that Mel is there for me always and I am happy being with her.

What am I going to do tomorrow? I have a hamper to prepare tomorrow. I am trying to buy some figurines of cats, dogs and angels but I could not find it online and I don’t know where to buy them. If I am not lazy, perhaps I will go to Nex Mall and see If I can find one.

I feel poor without Miemi… She was everything to me. I will move on for her. I know she wouldn’t want to see me sad. There is nothing more i want to say but to tell her I love her…and I always do…

I have stopped volunteering and seldom plays badminton. Hmm… I probably would not be engaged in volunteering activities right now. As for badminton games, well, no more silly competitions for me and maybe I will start playing and meditating soon. But I guess it would be like playing once in a while or maybe not. Yes, I will carry on with my flower business and continue with my research on baking and my love for animals will never die.

Cashie and Monnie, my new little kittens, Mummy will take care of you. No animals can replace Miemi. Miemi is always special and unique in my heart. The only one I love most in my life…