It has been three weeks and I am still grieving over Miemi. I can’t stop crying, can’t stop thinking of her. Why should I stop or even control myself?
Everyday I call out her name and tell her I love her and love her always. Whenever my heart aches for her, I would call and tell her “Miemi, Mummy loves you. Mummy always do”, several times per day.
I didn’t sleep well every night. I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling painful… And whenever the pain arise, I would tell her that I love her.
I have been thinking a lot about life. It’s meaningless after all. Miemi has taught me to live at the moment and I am happy living at the moment and not to think too much about how tomorrow is going to be or how I was being hurt in the past.
I also tell Miemi to go play, be safe and happy. I keep telling her that she always has a place in my heart and wherever I go, she will always be with me. She lives in my heart forever…
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