Cats who teach me to fly…

Miemi and I had a lazy Sunday today. Miemi was lying on my bed the whole day. She just came out from the bedroom to the hall. Now she’s in her small little box.

She just had some tuna, not a lot but just a bit. I gave her her favourite canned food and treats that she loves to eat. She has stopped eating her sashimi salmon treats. I believe she will eat it when she is better. At least, she tasted some tuna. Still a fussy Miemi. I feed her three times a day so I am not unduly worried about whether she eats the treats or tuna. I will keep giving her the food she loves and she is free to eat. I will not stop her from eating any food.

I have decided to stop chemo for her cos I am afraid she may be too weak to take the 8th jab which is on this Thursday. My mum had stomach cancer but she died of chemotherapy treatment and not the cancer itself. I can see Miemi was so weak after her 7th jab. Her hind legs were weak and I can see that she has problem walking properly. Even when she walked, it was only a few steps and she had to lie down. She hunched often which I believed it was a sign of pain. I want to stop this chemo drugs from damaging her. I know the consequences well for stopping chemo but I am all prepared for it.

I will give her every moment of happiness. I am not giving up on her. It is either we win or lose and I am preparing to win also. I am confident in the products that I am feeding her right now. I don’t know how well it would go on her end. I am prepared with whatever that may come next. I want Miemi to be happy always.

Miemi has been hiding when she is grooming herself lately so I hardly see her groom. She groomed on my bed today and how much I miss looking at her grooming herself.

I believe she will continue grooming herself in future.

It’s New Year’s Eve tomorrow and I am all excited. Don’t ask me why I am excited, I am just all excited:). Mel is going to bake her summer berries cake tomorrow and I am still thinking what filling to fill with the vanilla sponge cake. Hmm… it can be durian… or … I think will I try a durian cake.

I have been sitting on the couch for two hours thinking of the cakes I want to bake. There are lots of cakes that I want to bake. Vanilla sponge with lemon mousse, coffee sponge with mocha filling, chocolate banana cake, all time classic the “Black Forest” cake, steam cakes, fruits tart etc… etc…

Looks like I am so greedy:p. Will do it one by one.