Cats who teach me to fly…

Miemi had her 7th jab last Thursday. She was her normal self again just a week before her 7th jab. She followed me to the bathroom like she did every morning for years and climbed up and down the washing machine and t.v. console. Did things that we both are familiar with but after her 7th jab, everything seemed to go downhill again. It breaks my heart so much. I missed those times when she would walk me to the bathroom. Missed having her wait for me outside the bathroom.

She also had an ultra-sound scan last Thursday. She had four tumors and the biggest tumor was measured 2.6cm when we first had her scanned about 8 weeks ago. The tumor has shrunk and it is now 1.39cm. The rest of the tumors have shrank too. Mel and I were happy at that moment and Miemi needs only to be jabbed fortnightly.

It just hurts me so much looking at Miemi these few days. She lost her appetite and seems to be continually losing weight. Beside the three little meals I feed her everyday, she is not eating anything at all. By right, I should be contented that her tumours are successfully shrinking and at least she eats small portions of meal three times per day. However, I didn’t take it for granted… But, during that moment when I heard that her tumours have shrunk, I did feel happy about it.

I hope the side effects that the jab had done to her will go away as soon as possible and she will be back to herself again. I want to see her happy permanently.

Miemi slept the whole day today. I don’t know if she is feeling pain or not. I really hope not… I must think positively. I believed this is how every parent feels when their kids are sick or their loved ones are ill.

I left some treats and wet food for her at night, just in case she is hungry.

Miemi will get well each and everyday. She has to go through such tough moments before she gets well. We have to go through. Miemi will recover.

The above picture was taken few hours ago. Mel bought two bottles of wine and I made Miemi a model for the wines:). She was actually saying “The wine is as cool as I look. Chill it and be cool!”

Since New Year is around the corner as well as Chinese New Year and Christmas is just two days away, Mel has decided to get some wine for a little celebration. We tasted the wine before we purchased and we both love it.

We are going to have a Christmas Eve lunch tomorrow and the rest of the day would be baking Christmas cakes for our loved one. I am always happy to be at home with Miemi. Mel will be celebrating Christmas with her family on Christmas Day and I will be home with Miemi. Just love being with her.