I was watching “Damages” just now. In the drama, a man robbed a woman’s ring and pawned it. The money was used for his daughter’s medical fees. I asked myself if this is one of the reasons why people make wrong decisions because circumstances force them to make such a wrong move? People need money, therefore, they steal, rob, cheat, lie, etc… and end up making things worst. No, no… I still cannot accept it… I have to find a better reason…
It’s the first day of CNY. As usual, went to my granny’s place and played a few rounds of Black Jack. My luck looked good today. Next I went to my great granny’s place. She looked well today. She had been ill for the last few months and I can see she is better today. I was sitting quietly at a corner. I felt kind of tired, just needed to be quiet for a moment. What was I thinking then? Thinking of going home and be alone.
When I got home, it was 5 in the evening already. I was hungry and bought a packet of noodles. I was thinking of doing something different tomorrow. Like? Like getting up early, go get myself an early breakfast and bring with my laptop along. Read up on flowers and understand one of my health products. I have a Chinese philosophy book to finish reading. Not too much about work but about understanding about philosophy and gaining knowledge. Intend to do it leisurely, nourish my head a little. Yes, this is what I am going to do…







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