Cats who teach me to fly…

I got up early today, as usual, watered my plants and starved my angel (my tabby white) a little. It was late yesterday when I remembered that there wasn’t any food left for her and the pet shop was closed. I got home hoping that she could save some dry food for the morning. When I got up this morning, her bowl was empty ha… I thought I could wait till 11am when the pet shop is open. However, when I was there, the shop was closed. I got back home, apologised to my angel and prepared canned food for her. She devoured the food and wiped her bowl clean. This is indeed very rare. However, she didn’t seem to be contented. She got out and nipped on my potted plants. 

I have a habit of meditating almost everyday. Meditation helps me a lot in calming my mind and building my patience. Lately, I don’t know why I always feel sleepy whenever I meditate. I would spend 20 to 30 mins meditating and the next hour would be spent napping :p. This is really a bad habit. If I don’t nap, I can’t concentrate on my work. I don’t know what causes me to feel sleepy. Honestly, I don’t like to feel sleepy. During meditation, I can feel that my body is sleeping and yet my mind is concentrating on the object I am focusing on. It is hard to describe the feeling but I just love it. I just don’t want to end the meditation.

You may have heard about meditations which can help a person to recall his/her past life. Well, I am not really keen in knowing or achieving that. My focus is only on my future. To loooook forward.

What am I actually frustrated about today? Hmm… MY WEB DESIGN! I have deleted everything again and am re-doing it again. Calm down, calm down, inner peace, inner peace… It was silly to get frustrated, wasn’t it? Yeah, that frustration only lasted for a second which I think it was not good enough. It should be zero second. Never happen. No frustration at all :).